so many languages to learn

i am a power web surfer, spending most of my midnights all the way till dawn in websites. the telephone charges for internet connection is also cheaper during these absolutely non-peak hours. so i happily went searching for sources where i can puick up some skills especially in terms of programming. but this fateful morning ( 4:06 am), i felt so left out, suddenly...

as i am learning a "new" language in the market, those mercenary inventors are thriving on another language. my dream was to become a real multiligual, computer nerd...not nerd actaully, but expert. but it seems quite difficult. new versions of the same language is already forcing people to relearn the whole dictionary, yet as foreign as it can be, new ones appear.

some are like bubbles, appear for a while and burst. some are like plastic. non-biodegradable and can last for centuries underground, in the back yard. i was wondering: why? everyone was advancing so fast before me, and i am right here alone. no friends whom i can tip from. anyway, i felt like listing the languages here, and i promise, i didn't happen to come across a same page with all the languages listed and i just cut and paste, i didn't...all these were scattered all over the web.

can start using CAPS LOCK now:

HTML, DHTML, PHTML, XML, XHTML, ASP, VC, VB, VBA, VBS, JS, Java, PERL, SMIL, Lotus Script, Flash Action Script, CSS, JHTML, Oracle, PHP, JSP, MySQL, etc...

ok, i admit defeat, there's more, but i can't remember at the moment but these are all that i have read about, everything a little. but the bits and pieces put together doesn't make any sense at all. to really become a genius, i'll have to really make an effort to complete every book i can find.

i hate it when while i am in deep thoughts, insects come terrorizing my emotions. yester was a big cockroach and today's a kind of black beetle. yuck! so you see, if one becomes too ambitious, he may not achieve anything eventually.